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Lea Michele

      

Naya Rivera
 

Dianna Agron






Heather Morris

FELL OFF THE WAGON...BUT BACK ON :/

The last few days have been hectic...i guess I got discouraged because my weight was higher due to my period...so Ive binged & purged everyday for the last 5/6 days which is sooo TERRIBLE! To anyone who has never purged and is thinkin of doing it...DON'T! I purged for the 1st time 6 years ago :/ I was having a good think yesterday and I considered stopping restrictin & just maintaining my current weight just so I can sort out my purging but Ive decided against that bcs IM FAT! I am still going to stop purging...I PROMISE! Everytime I wanna b/p ill look up side effects online or something!

Regarding weight loss...ive lost an extra 5lbs which is a bit lesss than i hoped for but considering my flop of the last few days and that I had two BBQs in the space of two days...I'm happy... ISH. Seeing this weight loss has motivated me quite a bit hence im back on the wagon :) I CAN DO THIS :)))))




Miley Cyrus and her new found toned stomach!

Pink sparkle thinspo :)

MORE THINSPO!!!

Selena Gomez                                      Taylor Swift

AnnaLynne McCord


Heather Morris

Naya Rivera

I AM ABSOLUTELY DISGUSTED WITH MYSELF...

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SUMMER TIME = BBQs :/

My calorie restriction is going well considering ive had quite a few obstacles and more to come; Today I had a BBQ social thingy and there was LOTS & LOTS of food but all I had was a chicken drumstick. Yeah my friends were wondering why I wasn't stuffing my face but I don't care what people think! I also have another BBQ tomorrow at my house and everyones bought soooo much food and im really terrified that ill get pressured to eat or that ill willingly over eat. But I just have to keep in mind that if I eat too much I end up feeeling so SHIT and even find it hard to go to sleep at night.

Also people have been saying I lost weight which I find super annoying...I don't want people to analyse my body or discourage my weight loss. BESIDES im still fat and overweight. I have 4 weeks left to reach my GW :/ I don't even know what my curretn weight is as I'm on my period...arghhhh!!!

Also, Ive managed to exercise every single day for the past week which Im super proud of :) I attended two fitness classes and jogged on the other days. I love classes because the instructor pushes you and there's a bit of healthy competition :). However, I'm getting bored of my usual jogging...I'm thinking of changing my jogging route tomorrow...hmmmm.

Can't wait to weigh myself tomorrow or on tuesday :)



Miley Cyrus


Vanessa Hudgens' amazing bikini bod!

THINSPO!!!

Beyonce

 Amazing skinny jeans legs

The perfect bikini bod!

Lea Michele

P.S - None of the pictures I have ever put up are mine nor do they belong to me in any way.

BACK!!!!...again

So i was looking through other people's thinspiring pictures and I found alot of them were too thin and boney for me...so I thought why not have a look at my own blogs picturess!!! I haven't been here in a while because I failed sometime in beginning of august however I got back on track! My GW and UGW are still the same :)

So I thought i'd look at my profile and it turns out im 8lbs LIGHTER THAN I WAS BEFORE WHICH IS REALLY ENCOURAGING!!!! I'm so chuffed ( as we britons will say).

So the way I lose this weight was basically just eating 300-600 calories a day and exercising as well.
I'm currently trying to eat as low as possible :) My weight in is supposed to be on sunday but im on my period sooo ill weigh myself on Tuesday morning and I hope to have lost 6 - 7 lbs from last sunday ( in 9 days). By the 23rd of september I hope to be 10'2 or 10'3.... meaning I hope to lose 18lbs in 5 weeks which is alottttt. To be honest, ill be happy with anything around 14lbs! 
I was thinking the other day...the only thing that has come between me and being skinny is all the food ive eaten in the past month! At the end of the day its just food!!! I just need to stay strong. Yesterday, I worked out for nearly 2 hours...IT FELT SOOO GOOD :)


Miley cyrus - She's so beautiful <3


Taylor Swift

Naya Rivera

FAILURE!!!

So basically i woke up today with super motivation, i resisted a few temptations during lunch!
I went food shopping which tempted me a bit...seeing all the yummy foods but i shopped sensibly.
Then when i got home..i got offered popcorn. Started off eating a few then a few more until i realised i'd had loadsaaa...so i purged:(


I just feel like such an utter failure as i have made the same mistake two days in a row. I'm starting to lose faith in myself, feeling sooo discouraged. I dont mean to make excuses but I think the weekends are the hardest days....what i might do is increase my calorie intake during the weekends and restrict more during the week. I just wish I had more control... I dont want food to control how I feel, I dont wanna crave it and I dont wanna give into its temptation or even feel tempted by it. At the end of the day its just FOOD! i have sucha SHIT relationship with food...and the food is in control but I wanna be in control. Food has already ruined my life enough and my confidence....why should I let it do any more damage!


Also, with regards to purging I feel I am sinking back into my old ways which pisses me off even more...I just wanna be in control...Im such a failure...a FAT failure!!! I am soo disgusted by myself and my failure!!!

I want to lose weight because...

1.  being overweight has soo many health risks
2. i wanna look beautiful n gorgeous n sexy
3. i wanna look good in everything
4. don't wanna be the fat friend
5. don't wanna be the fat sister
6. i wanna be able to look in the mirror without feeling nauseous
7. wanna be able to wear a high waisted skirt without a bulging tummy
8. I WANNA WEAR A BIKINI without looking like a swollen whale
9. I wanna wear shorts :)
10. I wanna be proud of myself
11. Im sick of ppl telling me I put on weight
12. FUCKING SICK OF MY FRNDS TELLING ME TO TRY STUFF ON THAT THEY WANNA BUY THEIR MUMS COS THEIR MUM IS SIMILAR SIZE TO ME...FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!
13. I wanna be able to wear a belly top :)
    
    
    
    
    
    
    
    
    
    
    I'll add to the list as I think of more :)))))) 

I'm Back!!!

Over A year later....
I've grown up a lil...gone to uni which made me put on a lot of weight. Initially I was 12st 10 then lost a stone at uni to 11'10. Recently put on 7lbs so last week I started my diet again; I lost 3.5lbs. I'm hoping to lose more this week (5-6lbs) as I started the abc diet. I want to lose weight once and for all!
Day 1 of abc went well, as for today (day 2) not so well. I binged like a fat pig! but purged it all out till I could taste bile!
TBH im really disappointed and disgusted at myself for losing control like that :/ Im punishing myself with a jog tomorrow :)
After losing control today, I've decided to start blogging daily again as a form of motivation.

:)